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In healing …

Tristan

I have very bad anxiety issues, that actually hopitalized me for 3 days, 2 years ago, due to unexplained breathing problems. It happened right after a friend of mine died. My latest problem happened right after my sister was diagnosed with a nerve problem that originated from her neck and affected her shoulder and arm. Suddenly, my left shoulder begins to hurt, along with my neck and it progresively begins to gets worse. Then, the right one begins to hurt, which really wasn’t bad to begin with. At first, it only hurt when I lifted weights, so I backed off. Suddenly, it starts to hurt with just about everything. Eventually, I just quit everything that I thought would aggrivate it, but still, it’s just keeps getting worse. 2 different doctors diagnosed me with tendonitis of the rotator cuffs, through physical exams. Everywhere they touched, it hurt! I’ve been through 2 boxes of cortisone, a million ice cubes, probably 1000 ibuprofrin/aleeve and plenty of rest, but nothing works.
I have a consent vibration running through my body from the top of my head, all the way down to the ground that’s really freaking me out. I’ve had it before since the anxiety kicked in, just not this badly. I’m guessing if it really was a shoulder injury, it would not travel so far down and especially throughout the entire body. I do get tingles down the arms, which could symbolize swelling and nerve constriction, but I didn’t have them until somebody told be that rotator problems can cause pins and needles.
I don’t have insurance, so I cannot continue to keep seeing doctors the way I have been. Next step would most likely be a self paid m.r.i, which will kill me financially. I’m willing to bet that nothing would be found, but there’s always that possibility that something will. That’s what’s killing me. What if?
If the pain wasn’t so horribly excrusiating, I may actually be able to pull out of this, if it is in fact brought on emotionally.
There were a few times in the last month or so when I for some reason, or another just didn’t care. I stopped thinking about it. I felt confident and strong and literally, the pain was starting to go away. It was like 80% better, and climbing. Later on, I began to think about it, got a nasty jolt in the shoulder, and suddenly, it began to worsen. I’ve tried to get into this zone again, but it’s impossible.
I think about this condition literally 24/7, yes, even when I asleep. It is always on my mind. I hardly use my arms anymore at all. I’ve quit exercising, I’ve quit guitar playing of 22 years, everything seems to aggrivate it, which really doesn’t make sense.
Does it seem like this is brought on because of fears, emotions and anxiety? Can the mind really bring on swelling and pain so intensely? All I want to do is start exercising and playing guitar again and hopefully, live a somewhat normal life.
Please tell me what you think.
Thank you,
Jim

I just saw your comment on my blog. I am sorry you are in pain. I’ve been there! I know just how scary and frustrating it can be.

The best way for me to explain how i ended the pain is to describe it to you in detail on the phone, or through Skype.

I can be reached at 512-698-9591

Warmly,
Tristan

I’m starting to think that Sarno’s theories work but not for me.

I do have trouble getting my head round the idea that soon after the realisation it’s psychosomatic the pain will go, that idea amongst others.

Any help would be greatly appreciated Sensei.

Thanks